Currently working as an automation engineer and a developer in Verscend Technologies, Hattisar Nepal, I am a computer engineer graduate with more than 4 Years of experience in programming and 2 years of experience in  automation. I am also a blogger. In my free time i go swimming, futsal, I go dancing classes. I also love travelling.
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Insight through Words Your words can reckon and empathize your true emotions/ feelings / inner soul that is what i Believe.

  • Memories of a beating heart
    by Kushma Thapa on 21st March 2018 at 9:24 am

    Could write books on memoriesCouldn't we?But there our brain isErasing events, erasing embarrassmentsSo some we cherish, some we forgetHappy moments, heartbreaking momentslonely moments, sociable momentsSome we cherish some we forgetFights and fights,Laughs and LaughsYelling and CryingCursing and MissingAcceptance and RejectionComplexity and ConfusionAnd different expectationsNeeding space, needing compassionTwo opposite poles or two sides of coin?Misunderstandings and regretsOverthinking and accusingUpset faces, anger and disappointment I miss you but this ends hereWant no pilot knocking my doorTaking control of my lifeIt’s already driven by my fearsFears of failure Fears of my motherFears of judgemental societyFears of unknownMemories is all I have nowAnd I miss youBut this has to be the endAnd I miss youAlthough it not upto you to accept&copy Copyrights Kushma Thapa 2016 […]

  • Hush Hush
    by Kushma Thapa on 13th February 2018 at 5:18 pm

    Hush hushDon’t talk. People judge you.Hush hush Don’t share people talk you.And hush hushDon’t open, people operate on youAnd hush hushDon’t blog, people read youHush hushCover up, opinions are aiming youHush hushHide under, bullets come to youAnd hush hushRun, they all chase youAnd hush hushKeep quiet, they might hear youThe decisions are made,Your life is planned,22 to get a degree,A child before 30Hush Hush,Who are they decideLive your life by your wish&copy Copyrights Kushma Thapa 2016 […]

  • Hollow Emotion Part 2
    by Kushma Thapa on 9th February 2018 at 3:57 pm

    Maria walks into the class room. Its empty. The windows are open and the wind is blowing. The soft breeze whispers in her hair "You are hollow". A slight tear drops down through her eyes. I am hollow. She repeats on her mind. She recalls her conversation with Bonny.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Maria: I am sorry, but I don't feel that way about you. May be not a million times but I have said it enough times why don't you understand?Bonny: Because I like you and I cannot stop myself from caring about you. I feel like we have this connection. I have this hope I want to hold onto. May be if I could show you my heart then you could see that I am mad about you. I have tried to stop caring and just move on. But, every time I do, I fall for you harder.Maria feels sad as she recalls this conversation. She has told Bonny she has no romantic feelings. Somehow, Bonny does not accept it. Bonny is hoping they have a chance of having a happy ending.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------All she wants is a company of a true friend. A friend who does not bitch about you behind your back. A friend who cares about you because they just do. A friend who is not expecting any romantic endeavours from you. A friend who is there just to be your friend. She just wants someone to come into her life to stay. To stay in her good times and her bad ones. To stay so they can laugh about the old days in old years.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I care about you. As a friend, I care about you. I want you to stay. As a friend, I want you to stay. I am sorry I am too friendly for my own good. May be my nature presents myself as interested. How wrong but that is. I am not doing fine.With this thoughts on her mind, she stops abruptly. Abruptly because she sees some eyes staring into her mind. Like someone is reading through her lines. She stops. No she cannot explain. No, nobody understands. Its tragic to be in a one sided love. Its even more tragic at times to be on the other side of the story of one sided love. You care about them, and you know they wont stay. You cannot ask them to stay cause that would be too selfish. You don't feel a thing because you are hollow. Nothing romantic on your side. And you are sad to realise may be you are loosing someone that really cared for you.But stop. Please stop. This is a one way traffic. Its a single handshaking. Its apple and not strawberry.&copy Copyrights Kushma Thapa 2016 […]

  • Hollow Emotion Part 1
    by Kushma Thapa on 9th February 2018 at 3:25 pm

    I listen to love songs and cry. I cry because it feels so much. I cry because I start making stories on my head. I am writing story for someone else. Placing myself in the position of my character, I cry. I imagine. I have been living in my imaginations for so long. I have my own world. Coming into reality is just too depressing. I fear I can never feel the same way again. Without the fear of being judged, without the fear of being criticized or feeling stupid, I haven’t loved for a long time now. Sometimes I cry by the attention I get. Because they give me so much care and I give nothing in return. I have nothing to give. I am so empty. I have become so hollow. I was sitting and pondering why, when I have people in my life who shows they care, I cannot respond with similar emotion.&copy Copyrights Kushma Thapa 2016 […]

  • Give me a true smile
    by Kushma Thapa on 29th December 2017 at 2:32 pm

    You are a questionYou are a mysteryYou make me wonder Could I help you?Your eyes are liarsYou words are firesYou hurt my intentionsYou are a mysteryA burden on my chestA gulp on my throatYou deserve just so much moreYou are weird and that’s okBut mysteries I wanna solveWhy do you always sleep?So rude sometimes and so caring another dayIt’s so cold and you wear no coatLost them both, it’s not your faultWhy you laugh for no reasonAnd sleep all the timeDamien rice and hozier keeps playing on rhyme You are mystery Be a happy oneWeird is your presence Be a crazy one Playing alone the strings of guitarHeadphones are on your earPlease give me a true smileYour heart is pure, so be your smile&copy Copyrights Kushma Thapa 2016 […]